Yom Rishon, Eighth Month 29, 6006 – November 14, 2021
Longings Of The Heart
Humans are created to love and seek their Father, YAHUAH. Many, including me in the past, have eluded to an “empty space” inside us as humans that can only be filled by YAH. This can be an interesting comparison. For many years, it was the explanation I would come to when I had to try to explain the “feeling” of how YAH fulfills my need for Him in my life. It was a convenient way to explain comfort. Today, I would explain it differently. Today I would say that I think of it more like on very large and one very small tuning fork. The small fork “comes alive” with resonant vibrations when the large tuning fork vibrates. It is as if the small tuning fork is conscious, but unaware until it experiences a vibration, that it was meant to vibrate. Once it vibrates, because it is conscious, it longs to vibrate with the Master again. Somehow this seems more accurate to me. In scripture we find comparisons like this to animals and their longings.
Psalm 42:1 As the hart panteth after the water brooks,
So panteth my soul after thee, O God.
It is unclear to me if there is in fact a way to express the desire to be with YAH. It is a good desire, but an unclear one. I can feel the drive to do it. And I am very happy that I actually have that drive.
Prayer
Father, I exalt You. You alone are King. Praise the name YAH. Praise the name YAHUAH! Let Your kingdom come here, and let Your will be done here, on earth as it is in heaven. Send me now Your provision. I love You. I love You. I forgive those that have trespassed or transgressed against me YAH. I love You. I love You. Forgive me my trespasses and transgressions, YAH. I love You. I love You. I love You. Keep me from temptations YAH. Deliver me from the evil here and the evil plans men have for me. I love You. I love You. Help me to restore all those that have relied on me YAH. Restore unto me all that has been taken or held back in any way that I might restore others. Send in quickly the many coins YAH. Multitude upon multitude upon multitude of coins YAH, let them flow to me. I ask all these things of You Father King in the name YAH Yeshuah HaMashiach. Amen.